BLACK TEARS How many different words are used to define love ? How many creatures are looking at the same stars ? How many human lives are lost in the war ? How many miles away the time has met his fate ? Only black tears I have and the calling of my soul. Feeling of emptiness entirely fill my time. How many days and nights I'm spending in my dreams? How many memories are making me cry ? How many drops of tears may cause a huge flood ? How many different faces calling the same God ? I'm dying for loneliness. Far away the sky. Only black tears I have and the calling of my soul. Feeling of emptiness entirely fill my time. DARKSIDE It's hard to kill this pain within me. I want to breathe otherwise than before. I listen to my voice full of suffering. My desperate thoughts wander about my head and whisper to me. Suddenly I fall from the cliff of my life but I feel like a bird on the wings of Darkside. And there is no matter where my flames fade because I have no way out. Where are you my angel? It's supposed to be otherwise. It's too late to turn back the time. Angel! Give me my life back! And save me from Darkside. There is no light anymore. Only pain and darkness prevail. Just emptiness and nothing else. DYING FOR SOLITUDE Lonely shadow inside me crosses the dividing line. Somewhere between day and night cries with dying Sun. No one can stop this pain, no one can understand. We are living all the time with unreal luck loving, smiling, wishing well, hiding sadness deep. But when no one stays with you, your fear will be born anew. One by one: the reason of my life, the power of my love die away to the dark side. Sorrow inside me is raising when hope flounders in ashes. I'm dying for silence, I must escape into my fantasy to fighting with feelings, trying to forget despair after farewell. All we asked for from this life was a little love. Just one sunbeam nothing more can light whole my time. But flames we all are made easily fade to dark so be careful when you choose your love. ETERNAL MIND Fight with me if you can. Shadow never covers my flames till I follow my fate. Kill my force. Take my will. But untold feelings awake one day wafting me with the wind. Time won't be late for us won't give us little chance to take one breath of life again. Ride to the rainbow, crossing the blue sky. Winds of creation bring me to life. Why my angel is it so dark? I hear only falling tears. No! You can't put me out. JOHANNA Hardest gates of steel defend way to truth. No one knows what I felt when I stepped the Moon. Only sadness were my ghost crossing wide my mind step by step in the fog, raising in the night. Warrior of a dark stands beyond the gate. Too many words, too many smiles all appear too late. Yesterday thousand ghosts helped fighting your fear but tomorrow you will see that nobody's here! All these newborn saints die for sacrifice. Do you know what they feel when they put their life? Tender poet's hearts weak and strong the same brim with tears, bloody tears when they loose their names. Johanna... Some internal force wants to stay alive but inside is dying slowly with desperate cry. Slumber kills this sorrow freezing state of mind so blissfully gives an apple - lure of suicide. Every farewell beyond tears causes death of memories keep that flames love is made until last candle fade. Johanna... LAND OF GLARES Walking proudly into the lonely shade. You! Violent. Standing above the fear of silence. Wind of desert! Cradle of life! Loving the strong one, merciless for the weak one. I am the lord of myself, till the end of time. You are only my harvest, just dying burden. With the greed of anger for those who are blind by spell Impervious, but lead by fear all the time. You screaming by merciless, meditating and quiet whisper. You stand with the eye of the Sun in infinity of your desire. Ask or beg, but don't expect glory. Be the one resurrected by world's body, die forgotten I remain with the desert's eye of violent stone Above the time, begging for humility. Look at me! And when you see my face, In bottomless agony I will seal your name. You are giving me nothing but sleepy emptiness. You - violent, embracing by suffering. I'm floundering into your naivety, not to hurt you. You sneering! You are relieving majesty from darkness By the voice of silence, without a cry of life. Cradle my eyesight or become a sage! Die! PARADISE LOST How can I believe when no one believes anymore? It had been a heaven before we came, now this is only a burning space. How can I sleep when my house is all bleeding? Is my world burning while my whispered name is begging for help? And no one knows what is true: living by day or dreaming at night? Only some devil could bring me to this life, where tears are nothing compared with hardest tomb. I'll leave quietly follow my way and normal dawn will come. Twirling world will sail and fade in fog and new dawn will come. But new dawn will come and you'll see your loneliness, and new dawn will come and you'll fall deep. TEARS OF TRAGIC SOUNDS Sometimes some intrusive thought is haunting me at evening time. Telling me: Go where truth had gone but I don't have my faith enough to follow the voice, uncertain voice. When the last mainstay of hope suddenly faded in me, then infirmity of my sorrow took me to waterfalls where ancient sadness lived. Now I know, must follow my voice and believe in my heart cross the mind to find waves of life and fate will be ever forever my. And the Sun in color of red dying every day never ever makes me feel like one of the mortal children of the Earth. Sorrow will come tomorrow to devour one of all my lives. I didn't realize that my mistake would cost me so much. If one star fades in the sky universe will seem to look the same but if the Sun goes down forever we all should cry. Time to wake up and look behind to knock off dust from memories. Shall I still live in chains? There are no answers, just despondency. It won't be better, just life in loneliness. Can't hear no voices, just the clock of running time and empty eyes forever. So I will go where morning sky is always blue. I will go beyond the fog. I will go where rain is falling from the Moon. Nobody can see my tears of tragic sounds.